I pity 
you,
but I'd rather pity 
me
for following 
you
After all,
you is all I own 
and ever since I've known 
you, you precede me naturally -
you dirty midget!

Even so,
steady, immutable
(in time and in space)
oh... you
dare-not-dare, you 
boring son of a wrong flair...
Why don't you 
depart
from me or just 
depart, maybe?
Midget!

From time to time
sudden memories stab my brain
yet slave of the base
nether end - old friend
- then I hate you
and I mistreat you
and I do 
as much as I can
Sometimes for worse
Sometimes for better

Sometimes I struggle,
so I strangle
Hard and harder,
like murder
Till your head turns red
Till it's next to explode
Till I almost hear you cry
Till my cravings go by
one
single
feeble
prolonged
LAUGHTER!
...
and I feel, at last
the natural 
Healing Power
of the muscle 
that weakens while 
your tears of white
they wash away
and away 
and away
...IN THE SHOWER!